Monday, January 9, 2012
My Immortal; Joick; [Ep.43]
My Immortal; Joick; [Ep.43] Video Clips. Duration : 0.67 Mins.
It skips around a bit...Sorry. - The ride from the hospital was long, and draining. As if it was cinematic, it rained all through the following week. Not much had happened since, and nobody spoke to me unless they had to. It was fine with me... I needed the time to think about how I felt, and what I should do from there. We got back home, and it felt weird to be in my house. Almost suffocating. All I could do was remember Kevin, and living beside Joe didn't help either. Watching him out doing things around the house, I was jealous. I was jealous that he wasn't confined to his bed, and didn't debate every day whether or not it was worth it to get out of bed and shower or eat. I hated it, but I knew it was up to me. I decided to lay in bed and cry for hours on end, and I decided to slice the skin on my arms with my razor. Just like I decided Kevin over Joe. - Demi and Miley both went to university in the states. Demi to Yale, Miley to Harvard. Logan dumped Joe, and he screwed off somewhere, and Joe? Still here. He was working at the mall, trying to save his money for whatever. I was jealous. Everyone was getting on with their lives, and here I was. Lying in bed, my back sore from being here for so long and my body sweaty from the dream I just woke up out of. Nobody ever asked me to go out with them anymore. It was as if I was an empty shell, and they didn't want me. I sniffled into my already wet pillow, and bawled my eyes out yet again. "I fucking hate my life!" I screamed ...
Tags: nick, joe, kevin, jonas, love, story, gay, men, meant, to, be, brothers, fake, death, angst, determination, Nick Jonas, Jonas Brothers, Kevin Jonas, Love Story, Life, nickjxomyheartbeat
It skips around a bit...Sorry. - The ride from the hospital was long, and draining. As if it was cinematic, it rained all through the following week. Not much had happened since, and nobody spoke to me unless they had to. It was fine with me... I needed the time to think about how I felt, and what I should do from there. We got back home, and it felt weird to be in my house. Almost suffocating. All I could do was remember Kevin, and living beside Joe didn't help either. Watching him out doing things around the house, I was jealous. I was jealous that he wasn't confined to his bed, and didn't debate every day whether or not it was worth it to get out of bed and shower or eat. I hated it, but I knew it was up to me. I decided to lay in bed and cry for hours on end, and I decided to slice the skin on my arms with my razor. Just like I decided Kevin over Joe. - Demi and Miley both went to university in the states. Demi to Yale, Miley to Harvard. Logan dumped Joe, and he screwed off somewhere, and Joe? Still here. He was working at the mall, trying to save his money for whatever. I was jealous. Everyone was getting on with their lives, and here I was. Lying in bed, my back sore from being here for so long and my body sweaty from the dream I just woke up out of. Nobody ever asked me to go out with them anymore. It was as if I was an empty shell, and they didn't want me. I sniffled into my already wet pillow, and bawled my eyes out yet again. "I fucking hate my life!" I screamed ...
Tags: nick, joe, kevin, jonas, love, story, gay, men, meant, to, be, brothers, fake, death, angst, determination, Nick Jonas, Jonas Brothers, Kevin Jonas, Love Story, Life, nickjxomyheartbeat
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